A Letter To My Ex

Hello angels, I am back with a post I am slightly hesitant to upload as it is quite an emotional one. But I have been wanting to upload more unique content for a while now and bring something different to my blog that isn’t the typical, follow me around post. So I hope you all enjoy!

A Letter To My First Ex Boyfriend,
You are the only ex I consider a friend, even if we don’t talk anymore. You are the first person to show me love and I will always be grateful for that, so thank you. Thank you for helping me when my depression first started, thank you for joining me at every therapy session, thank you for our memories. We may not talk, nor do we love each other, but I will always cherish what we had.

A Letter To My Ex Bestfriend,
This may seem bitter, but most of the times I don’t miss you. I miss what I thought we had, but really I knew the friendship was fizzling out months and months before it did, which gave me time to prepare for the inevitable. You were my best friend throughout school, we’ve made many drunken memories and we were good together. But it all happens for a reason and I think we both need to remember that rather than dwelling on it.

A Letter To My Ex Colleagues,
I want to start with my most recent colleague who I no longer work with. You are such a beautiful human being and I miss you. I feel bad that I never have the time to see you as much as I would like to, but life is so chaotic and I hate that it is. I want to thank you for always cheering me on and giving me so many pep talks and making me feel like a fierce bitch. Working with you was the most fun ever and I am so bloody glad you’re in my life.

Onto my other ex-colleague. We may not have been close, but we were close enough for me to miss you tremendously. You were and still are like a role model to me, you taught me how to be a boss bitch businesswoman and be strong. We both go through the same difficulties so I will always relate to you, I wish you the very best in life.

A Letter To My Ex Counsellor,
I never really thought counselling or therapy was for me until I met you. You were just starting out in your career and I could tell you were nervous and your job meant a lot to you. You helped me so much, like so much. You never treated me like a victim or a child. Just a woman who struggles and I admire you for that. I remember when I bought you a bracelet and card to say thank you when I was discharged and you cried. There needs to be more people like you in the world.

A Letter To My Ex,
Now, this isn’t about a recent ex or anyone I have spoken about on my blog before. Many years ago you came into my life and ruined it. I am still recovering from the shit you put me through, most people say they have no regrets, but I do. My regret is you. You put me through hell and gave me the victim title and I will never forgive you for that. I wish I could say I am a much stronger person now, but I am still way too bitter and hurt to ever forgive.

A Letter To My Ex Teacher,
Recently you found me on Instagram and messaged me saying you’re proud of me and my achievements, and it shocked me that you still remember me or even care enough to reach out as there have been so many pupils since. But you were the one who convinced me to stay in education when I was so close to quitting, I want to tell you that one day and show you how grateful I really am. You are so much more than a teacher, you gave me my strength and proved that I am important and recognised.  You are one of the loveliest girls out there.

Thank you all for reading, I know this one was a bit of a heavy one, but I hope you all enjoyed nonetheless. Have a fab weekend honeys!!

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